if ever you're in my arms again

if ever you're in my arms again..

this time ill love you much better..

if ever you're in my arms again..

this time ill hold you forever..

this time will never end..

losing someone seems to be the most difficult thing to do. especially when you know that you are the one to be blamed. yes. it was my fault. i tried many things in order to save the relationship but it never worked. i do still hope. but i guess it will take me a lifetime. actions are easily done. i have caused so much pain. it wasn't my intention. i didn't intend to cause hurt. "sorry" of a million times are not enough to shallow the grief. i let her go. i don't know when she would return. or will she ever return, or not. but for now, i know certainly that she is free. away from me. away from the shadow of dark yesterday. i miss her. i still love her. unpathomable. this deep feeling i have for her will always remain on my wounded heart. i will always remember all the times that we're together. i will always remeber her.

when the time comes that she'll be at my door, asking to come back, i dont think i can refuse her. she taught me the real meaning of life. love. she will always be welcomed. with all my heart. with all my soul. we we're very happy once and i know that we would still be.

and if ever she's on my arms again, i will love her more than much better! i won't just hold her, but hug her the tight at most! i can't afford to lose her again! not another heartbreak! or else i'll die!

sadly, i was just looking at a dim tomorrow. i do not know what's to happen next. they always say, "move on". they are right. she may took my heart with her but life goes on. breath.